It´s a sunny day!
Breakfast on the balcony, sun and lunch on Camden market.
Today I´m gonna pretend all is good again.
Tomorrow I can go back to crying...
And my hair is finally starting to go from yellow to blonde!
So beautiful...
I´m not dead.
No, not yet anyway.
It´s just that it´s so much going on around me right now (and inside my head) that i don´t have the patience or strenght to really write.
I´ll try to give you a short recap tho...
Right now I´m in London, in mine, Ns, Bs and Vs apartment in Mornington Cresent.
Sounds lovely, right? Well, it could be, and it is at times but N is leaving next week and then I´m gonna move, mostly cause it would be too expensive to stay alone, but also cause it would be weird staying here without her.
We´ve been here since end of november and it´s been a rollercoaster all the way through... Squat, jobsearch, indian hotell, Northolt, Roadhouse, people, money, money and more money!
Everything here is sooo expensive it´s crazy!
Anyhow, that´s how it is now.
I´m looking for a three bed apartment to share with three co-workers after N leaves, so if anyone has anything; GIVE ME A CALL!
One of the other reasons that I feel like everything is up-side-down is that I don´t really know what I want.
With everything.
There´s soo many places I wanna go, so many things I wanna do, and at the same time I don´t wanna do anything...
So, I´m gonna go home to dads next week, have a chat with him and M and try to come up with a plan for at least 6 months. A plan that works and that I HAVE to stick too.
Lets hope it´ll work cause otherwise I don´t know what to do with myself...
I´m also gonna fetch my things from K in J next week. Hopefully I won´t meet him, but I guess there´s no garanties... I just don´t feel I have the strenght for it...
Anyway, now I´m gonna try to do some singing since I have an audition on saturday...
It´s just that it´s so much going on around me right now (and inside my head) that i don´t have the patience or strenght to really write.
I´ll try to give you a short recap tho...
Right now I´m in London, in mine, Ns, Bs and Vs apartment in Mornington Cresent.
Sounds lovely, right? Well, it could be, and it is at times but N is leaving next week and then I´m gonna move, mostly cause it would be too expensive to stay alone, but also cause it would be weird staying here without her.
We´ve been here since end of november and it´s been a rollercoaster all the way through... Squat, jobsearch, indian hotell, Northolt, Roadhouse, people, money, money and more money!
Everything here is sooo expensive it´s crazy!
Anyhow, that´s how it is now.
I´m looking for a three bed apartment to share with three co-workers after N leaves, so if anyone has anything; GIVE ME A CALL!
One of the other reasons that I feel like everything is up-side-down is that I don´t really know what I want.
With everything.
There´s soo many places I wanna go, so many things I wanna do, and at the same time I don´t wanna do anything...
So, I´m gonna go home to dads next week, have a chat with him and M and try to come up with a plan for at least 6 months. A plan that works and that I HAVE to stick too.
Lets hope it´ll work cause otherwise I don´t know what to do with myself...
I´m also gonna fetch my things from K in J next week. Hopefully I won´t meet him, but I guess there´s no garanties... I just don´t feel I have the strenght for it...
Anyway, now I´m gonna try to do some singing since I have an audition on saturday...
